Why life needs to be this sad?

It’s like the universe is telling me something, something big and important waiting for me ahead?

It seems like it’s almost like specific patterns - when some certain things happen, everything around it or around me suddenly becomes relatively related to each thing like these are not coincidence I can feel it in me

Although it’s weird it always turns out to be an alternative solutions for only me that I may or may not realize or notice at first

It’s like it’s tryna show me how to be better at things; better at solving problems, better at handling these stuff

I know it’s such a cliche things to say but from my personal beliefs and experiences this saying ‘everything happens for a reason’ works for me I’m not joking at all

I profoundly know from my guts that it happens for good even though sometimes bad things happen, it always just ends up better

Like I said it almost feels like it’s patterned and I’m really feeling it I’m glad the universe cares about me 💫

It takes me back to realize and prioritize things in my life and it keeps reminding me that the future holds something big, important, and special for me because whatever that doesn’t happen now, does not mean it won’t happen, it’s just a sooner or later type of thing

The second thing is that ‘time does heal’, legit facts right there, need I say more? Time is inexplicably deep and honestly is a weird concept but it just works really well idk why

I will take all the time that I need to think, to realize, to heal, to gather, to concentrate, to move on, to take a break or have a rest, to process, to relax, and to work on something

The universe is like infinite ✨

Sometimes I wonder and feel like I can’t even believe that I am here with everything that I have I need to thank the universe that lets me have all these special and beloved people in my life - I’m so grateful and thankful for everything and every opportunity that I have and also everyone in my life

I really am thankful for everything and numerously glad we all met in this weird little world 🖤💫✨⚡️🌙

inso-uciant:

richassness:

90s babies we’re getting old

i don’t want to talk about it

(via mirab3lle)

flowury:

I have a question. Why are men like that

(via mrsives)

I care about my family and friends more than I care about boys so

These feelings don’t go away 🔪

Normally I’m not like this at all not till the days I finally know what real depression and anxiety are like I feel like I’m useless and unwanted and that’s literally not so me, at all!

It weirds me out on so many levels at first but after quite a while I get used to it and that’s not even close to getting better that’s definitely not good but like what can else can I do?

I always told one of my closest friends who I really trusted and ended up with me getting worse - cuz she said I annoyed her and she couldn’t do anything for me to get myself out of this f-ed up place that I’m currently in, she even said I ruined her beautiful day and that I was not that friend who understand her the most anymore and she suggested to me that I should take back my attention to her cuz she doesn’t want it

I was first of all, like ok, this is not the end of the world so I’mma chill out, but in the mean time idk what to feel anymore so I went off of all of my social medias, I tryna find happiness in life and take a break from everything but I felt like I needed a place to express my thoughts and how I feel so I eventually got back to here, my tumblr

The situation that I’m in is pretty chaotic mentally but I told myself to forget about it cuz literally my purpose of life is to be happy and successful and I surely can’t take any risk to lose that